Reading time: 2 minutes

Prompt: Write the internal monologue of someone enjoying oral sex for the first time

Ohhhh. Oh! Whoa … getting right down to business … okay. yup. uhhhhh left, leffffffffft. yesssss you found it. ooooh and it was ready for you. fuck i need this so much. i just have to stay out of my head … fuck. I’m overthinking. what is wrong with me that i can’t even just relax and enjoy this? uggggggggh. okay, focusing on the task at hand … mmm that was nice. oh! again? uh huh. oh more of that. more. of. that. oh fuck is it always this good? it’s been a while but surely this is … WHOA. okay, this is definitely better, definitely better … wait: did I remember to close the garage? … FOCUS! fuuuuuuuuuuck uh huh. uh huh. UH HUHHHHHHHHHHH oohhhh that was close, breeeeathe …. oh but its so … mmmm ohyeslikethat slowandsteadyslowandsteady … ohh….oh…. oh i’m gonna …YES!

This post is part of January Jumpstart 2023, a community writing project designed to help you get a jumpstart on a new year of writing. Want to join in or get more info?

Violet Fawkes

Violet Fawkes (she/her) is a freelance writer and sex blogger focusing on pleasure education, erotic fiction, and the intersection of identity, kink and mental health.