Every Damn Day In June 2019

Exquisite Taste in Notebooks – Every Damn Day In June – 6/30

We’re six days into this lark of writing Every Damn Day In June and I’m already feeling a bit wimpy about it. Not because it’s hard to do, not because it’s not worth it, not any good reason at all, other than sometimes I get in my own way a bit. If I have “failed” at something in the past I often feel doomed to repeat that failure. You miss 100% of the shots you don’t take, yada yada yada. I know that it’s a self fulfilling prophecy but let’s be real for a second: sometimes our pain is comforting, simply because it is familiar. I have never successfully managed to keep a journal of any kind consistently. I always have the best intentions, and I have exquisite taste in new notebooks (of which I have many, all empty), but whether it’s pen to paper or a flashing cursor or even an app, I tend to flake and forget about it, swiftly moving on to another project. I have 18 entries in last year’s EDDIJ category and I am determined to do all 30 this year. When I think of where and who I was a year ago I can see how much has changed and I am doing so much better in almost every area of my life. It’s time to stop doing what is easy and obvious (which was needed during a period of healing) and start challenging myself more. To quote a very smart man I know and love dearly, “It’s time to start living, not merely existing.”

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2 Comments

  • kinkyandperky

    Yes, completely. I’m intimidated by the thought and doing of EDDIJ already and feel myself telling myself it’s a self-fulfilling prophecy. (I lol’ed in recognition at the image of the stack of pristine notebooks, too scary in their perfect white pages.) But you’re right. You’re doing better. You got this.

  • Brigit Delaney

    I too am a great collector of notebooks and journals and planners. And I too am paralyzed by every one of them. But my screen is a little more forgiving, and I am trying hard to do the EDDIJ thing. It’s easier with everyone’s support!

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